My First Day in Grade 9

I am very nerveous in Grade 9 right now, because next year, there will be a national examination called UAN. They have mathematics and physics in science, which are the subjects that I hate, because they are hard. But worst of all, some of the jerks in my class tease and underestimate me for someone. They were arrogant, rude, selfish, never keep their promises to change from Grade 8 1 year ago. The principal and teachers should sent them away so I will have a peacefull life with my good friends. I felt like I'm the loneliest girl in the class, like in Grade 8. I wish there was a girl in my class. In my heart, I guess I've been thinking that no one wants to talk to me. I should be grounded. I felt like a loser and dumb. First, I was optimistic and believe I can do this right. But now I'm pesimistic and felt like a fool. I felt like I was bad at school. Luckilly, I have friends who can help me when I'm in a bad mood because of those jerks and I can help them when they have problems. I'm serious with this one. I will move to a language school where I can learn French, German and Italian. But much to my dissapointment, my mother wouldn't let me. I was so angry in my sleep that I have nightmares. Well, nothing went right. Back home, I will just sit and talk to my stuffed dogs, cats, bears and mice about my uncalled for day in school. When I have homeworks, my brain is stressed out, especially mathematics and physics. Even though I tried hard to find the answer, sometimes the answers are not available, just don't know whats on the Internet. I guess they all don't make sense. I will ask my tutor about my problem. Finally, I got someone to help me. She was very smart. I'm happy to have a brainy friend at home. But sometimes, because the homework is to be submited the day after the homework, I was nerveous. I should finish it quickly. When I'm finished, I will play my games and read my books.